0036.)

I still want you. I just don’t want to be the first one to say it. I want to hear it come from your mouth before mine.

0035.)

I still care about you, when I know I’m not supposed to..

I rarely cry in front of people— but when I do, I’m either REALLY

  • irritated
  • annoyed
  • angry
  • depressed
  • frustrated

…that I can’t do anything about the situation that’s making me feel that way.

I don’t know, I just hate crying… in general. But I especially hate when people do see me cry. I don’t like people asking me “what’s wrong” cause I doubt they even care and are just curious. And I hate when people feel sorry for me. I don’t like showing the weak side of myself, even if we all do have our weaknesses because, well, I want people to portray me as a strong individual who’s able to get through anything and everything.

0034.)

I’m sorry for pushing you away. I’m afraid that if I let anyone in my life like that again, I’ll only get hurt.. again.

0033.)

What upsets me more than not being able to see you cause of distance.. is knowing that you probably don’t even think about me the way I think about you.

0032.)

I hate feeling like I’m not good enough.

0031.)

I feel like I screwed things up between us.

0030.)

I still cry sometimes about it. I don’t know if I’ll ever really be over it.

0029.)

Even after all this time, I still want you.

Even after the things you did, I still want you.

0028.)

I still love you, even after the hell you put me through.

0027.)

Just don’t forget about “us”, cause I know I won’t.

0026.)

I miss you. I think I always will. No matter what.

I hate how you don’t even try.

I swear.. if I didn’t love you this much, I would’a left your ass for good a long time ago. I hate you for hurting me, but I love you. UGH.

Confession #25

I have this fear that I can’t make people happy. No matter how hard I try, I feel like the person I’m trying to please could be a lot happier.

Confession #24

I’m scared to lose what I have now.